I Thought You Were What I Wanted

I’ve been waiting for you to catch up to me

I’ve been waiting for your text…your call…just to hear your thoughts

I got what I wanted, or at least I thought I did

But now my anger and my guard are too out of control to want to respond

Are you really what I want, or is it too late?

How can I trust you again?

You can’t undo what has been done.

…Then….just to be friends with you?

Just being friends with you will most likely NEVER be enough for me

Is it even worth doing all of this just to be friends?

Again I ask, when is enough enough?

I thought you were what I wanted and now I’m not sure

I’m not sure that I can risk my heart again….just to hear you say, “maybe”