She has always had my back through thick or thin
She’d cuddle so I wasn’t scared, cried when her mother didn’t care
Taught me about the birds and the bees
Made brownies and lemonade so we could earn money
Nature versus nurture is the neverending debate
She wasn’t well nurtured, but nature was kind
In spite of nature, she became the ones who raised her
Her sweetness only surfaces when shes like you
or if she needs you
You’re always disposable, but never replaceable
She screams, but never listens, and powers through her self-inflicted migraines
She belittles others, out of her own insecurities
She’d beat someone up to try to protect me
She was always the pretty one, me the nice one
She has beauty and brains, leaving me with ambition and heart
Never knowing when to let something go, or when to let others start
feeling every feeling when feeling wronged, with no accountability
Always at a ten, never knowing how to descend
She guilt trips to get a rise, to feel loved
Always with a need to be worshipped, anything less is not enough
She’s everything I hoped to grow into, and now she’s everything I hope to leave
She’ll forever be my role model, but now she has two sides
one that I’ll always appreciate and one that is always behind
I was always her test dummy, but now I’m passing and she’s not catching on
Always questioning if our relationship is destined to evolve
persistantlyhopeful 